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December 26, 2004

The Hardest Days

And now we enter the hardest days of my year. Cried myself to sleep last night. Woke up at 4am and finally got up at 5:30am to work. Anything to distract, at this point.

The usual.

I asked Keith when it will happen that I'll stop missing my mom so much. We both know that WON'T happen. All that will happen is a little bit of relief as more time passes. And that, in itself, is sad too.

It's just a hard time for me. Talk to me after Thursday. I should be more myself by then.

Posted by bonnie at December 26, 2004 6:53 AM